charles scott... packers 2nd round pic in the 2010 draft pick for the Greenbay Packers

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROrIY31e7yE

i like austin city limits... everytime they have someone on i seem to not be able to turn the channel..right now im watchin M.ward and Okkervil River..

i dont want to hate people.. but its getting harder everyday..

today was a crazy day... i slept too late... got my glasses fixed..

i got called into work early at jewel.... i walked my normal route.. listening to my mp3 player kinda oblivious to what was going on around me...all of a sudden i look up and a guy steps in front of me and punches me in the face... i was super shocked.. i have not been punched in 20yrs.. 

if you are gonna fight me fight like a man... only punk ass bitches sucker punch and leave.. if i ever see that guy again....

i now have to carry some type of protection against idiots..

need to take self-defense classes

give to the city to only have it stab you in the back.

it is happened 3 times to me... random acts of violence... i have only experienced these act by the hand of black people.. first was a bunch of black kids pushed me off my bike...second guy had a gun at Mcdonalds.. and now i get randomly punched because 2 guys were bored.. i will never again feel sorry for these people...everything they get the deserve.

 i understand why a total purge is needed..

God help me forgive these people

these days should be something else

 i never really had a chance .. i knew i didnt but some how i let myself hope... who was i kidding?  i mean i should have known..

i knew it was someone but i never put 2 and 2 together..

i even know the guy.. he's kind of a jerk... but he is also a good guy too and i guess thats the kicker...

i know i shouldnt be but...

im just kinda sad now... :( ...

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i ve been trying to get off of work to come down to aurora but unfortunately i cant...  arrg maybe i can come down on sunday.. iono

where are our priorities!!!